Angie was positioned on the bench in the park.
She watched the double handful of gosling waddle behind their mother
toward the edge of the lake. Their mother was taking them for a swim
during the peaceful, early morning, to forage among the reeds for
their breakfast.
Alexander, wrapped warmly in a rug sat in his pram. He chuckled. He
clapped his hands. Pleasure sparkled from his bronze eyes. His eyes
turned to pain when the gosling disappeared from his vision. Tears
dribbled down his toffee colored cheeks. Angie leaned forward to
lift Alexander from the pram to console him while she wiped away his
tears.
Frank sat on the ground beneath the huge tree watching all the early
morning people commune with nature. He doubled over with pain in his
gut. Pain from the cancer in his body was like a tapeworm making its
way through his body cells to turn his body to mush. Frank wished for
the end to come. He didn't want to suffer any longer. Her tried to
focus his mind to overcome the havoc the cancer had caused. Leaning
back against the tree his thoughts returned to the days past when his
body had been clear of pain. Free from cancer.
Not wanting to watch his father suffer another day, Kamran, armed
with a battery of high powered solicitors waving writs, marched up
the front stairs of the family home. A couple of policemen were with
them to make sure not one of the group took the matters of law into
their own hands. Frank wanted to make his father go into the hospital
for treatment. He paced the porch between knocks on the door while he
waited for someone to answer the door.
Trinkle, Frank's other son didn't possess a legal mind but lived by
his wit. He'd advised his father to go out before the troops arrived.
He knew they were coming to badger him to change his mind. With his
mind on other projects, Trinkle was never sure where he should be. Or
what he should be doing. He left the house not long after his father
leaving Kamran to cool his heels.
Wind gushed in from the bay. The sounds like silk stockings whipped
on the clothesline of a yacht. He had never been on a yacht so he
didn't know how the stocking sounded blowing in the wind. But he had
listened to the sales flapping when in a small sale boat.
There was silence. Then the sound raised in volume when the whining
noise moved closer. Chuck revved the engine of his motor cycle to
jump the gutter on the edge of the street to reach the park. He
didn't know why he had picked the park to release his pent up
emotions. In agony of mind at Cole's words, Chuck had to admit his
friend had been right. His boss at the science lab had voiced the
same opinion. The Day of Reckoning had come, which he had put into
action several months ago. His boss had forced him to take a very
long holiday. Everyone had warned him about burnout. He hadn't
listened. He though he knew what was best for him.
Chuck didn't know his fatal decision would be like that. What had he
done wrong. But that was the way his life would be from now on. The
memory will stay with him forever.
The lack luster voice of dull, old Seaforth glided into their minds
like a tide of slow moving molasses. There he stood on his soapbox
droning about drugs, in verse. To listen to his version about love no
one would want to attempt to fall in love. The world is a horrible
place to live according to his expressions of love, death, and war.
Everyone were sinners sucking all the energy from life. Seaforth's
glazed eyes told their own story. He was stoned out of his mind
taking all the color from the universe.
Everywhere was dark. Darkness. Seaforth lived in a black hole. To
him, he had no option but to sink further into the stinking mire till
his life ended. He would then be at peace. He would no longer have to
try to surface above a dead man walking.
Angie stiffened imperceptibly at the words spoken by Seaforth. He
didn't witness this because his sight didn't see much further than
the end of his nose. She felt sorry for him. Angie prayed some other
mother wouldn't have to listen to her son sprout words of doom in the
future. Alexander, she hoped, would travel along a different path.
Lily made her way across the path. No make up. Only strong black,
long lines where her eyebrows once had been. Her back ridged. Her
face stern. But her body moved gracefully telling of better days.
Lily's countenance cold but quietly beautiful even without her make
up. She was a complicated person, always busy searching for objects
to make her deserted tunnel a home. She needed money to buy food, and
clothes. Lily presented more like an onion than a banana, because she
wore many layers of clothes so no one would steal them. Her
personality also like an onion but clammed up tight when people asked
about her past.
Fin lay on the grass. He hadn't been home. His stomach rumbled to
remind him he hadn't eaten since last night. While he had waited in
the lounge room for Joyce-ta a laden plate of fruit, and cheese
arrived, to be placed on the table. A cup of sweet orange-colored tea had been placed before him. He set to nibbling on the food but
his mind was on Joyce-ta in the shower. Finn imagined her smoothing
fragrant soap over her body. Bubbles clinging to her skin. He wanted
to be there with her in the shower standing under the water. His
hands slipping over her curves. Thinking in this vain, Finn
remembered the dark-eyed gypsies he had watched dancing around
burning camp fires in Romania. His hands burned with want with the
rest of his body but he's been bitterly disappointed, and frustrated,
by the end of the night. She turned at her open door to shake his
hand to wish him a good night.
He looked introspectively into his mind to find a reason why his
night out with the luscious, hot, Joyce-ta became a washout.
“Edward, Are you listening.” Finn grumbled to his friend who was
there beside him. “What did I do wrong. She brushed me off like
last weeks breadcrumbs stuck to her jumper.”
“That's women for you, my friend. I've learned to expect nothing
but the unexpected. That way you don't take the refusal to heart when
the door is slammed in your face.”
“I think I'll pass in the future. Women don't know what they want.
They have you panting and tonguing then cut you off at the knees.”
“I watched what happened to my father,” moaned Edward. “The
poor bugger. The light went out of his life when mum walked out on
us. He drank whiskey day and night to try to forget. But still a hazy
vision of mum floated beyond his reach.”
“How come we ended the night in the park.” Finn sat up to look
around.
“I always come here when I want to fudge out. Look to see who may
be worse off than me. I haven't seen the woman with the baby here
before today. Wonder who she is.”
Angie had worn a dress the same color of her blue eyes. This dress
reminded her of the one her father had brought her home from San
Francisco. She had taken her son to visit his grandfather for the
first time. Her father had disowned her when she had fallen pregnant.
He refused to let either of them into his home
Bundling Alexander into the pram, Angie stood to walk out of the
park. She had waited long enough for her father to change his mind.
“Angie.” Finn looked puzzled.
“Who's Angie. Where is she.” Edward searched for a beautiful
young woman.
Finn stood. “Angie,” he called louder. Then he walked faster to
catch up with the retreating woman. “Angie.”
Angie stopped walking believing her father had changed his mind. She
looked into Finn's puzzled face.
“Finn.” She turned the pram away from Finn. She was shocked to
see him. She believed she'd never see him again. Except in the
features of his son.
“I thought I recognized you. Are you babysitting?”
“No. This is my full time job”
“You've become a nanny?”
“No. I've become a mother.” She swung the pram to face her son
toward Finn. “Meet Alexander. Our son.”
Finn stood gasping like a fish out of water. His eyes on the son he didn't know he
had.
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