The years rolled by but the pain never seemed to
diminish.
Stella couldn't fight off the depression which had
settled in her life.
Her devoted family had been supportive. Joyful. Until
the abysmal day their daughter,Sue Ellen, went missing on the
prairie. Sue Ellen had wandered away from her home while her mother
had been busy working in the garden.
When Sue Ellen was born she'd become the apple of her
mother's eye. She had golden curls. Her eyes brighter than the blue
of the ocean. She had the look of an angel. Sue Ellen brought much
joy to her family.
On the fateful day in June with the ghostly mist rolling
over the prairie, Stella looked up from her work. She searched for
Sue Ellen but she no longer played where she had been, when Stella
began her work. Stella dropped her garden fork from her lifeless
fingers.
“Sue Ellen. Sue Ellen.” Stella ran between all the
flower beds trying to find her daughter.
Sue Ellen didn't answer her mother's call. She didn't
arrive to see what her mother wanted.
Stella became frantic.
Her beautiful daughter wasn't anywhere in the garden
area. None of the family were home to help her search for Sue Ellen.
She rushed in the house to go through every room. No
sign had been found to tell her Sue Ellen had been inside. Stella
knew she needed expert knowledge to find her daughter.
She rushed from the house with her long skirt held high
so it didn't impede her run through the tall grass. Stella ran fast
to reach the town two miles from her home. The first build she
reached was the school. Families were there waiting to collect their
children.
“I need help. My daughter is missing.” Stella
struggled to puff the words from her mouth. She bent over to relieve
the stitch in her side.
Within half an hour, family members and friends, set
forth from the garden at Stella's home to search for Sue Ellen.
People scoured for miles looking for her until the sun was finally
blocked out by the mist. The search leader was on the verge of
calling off the search for the day so no one else was lost in the
darkness,, or became hurt.
“Doctor. Where's the doctor.” A tall, heavy set man
came rushing out of the mist toward the group of searchers. In his
brawny arms, he carried a frail, lifeless body, her clothes dripping
wet, with tears streaming down his dirt covered cheeks.
The doctor rushed forward.
The man gently lay his burden on the ground. He prayed
he'd find the doctor in time to save the precious little girl. He
eagerly waited for the doctor to examine her. The doctor pulled the
stethoscope from his ears. He looked up at the giant of a man waiting
to be told good news. The bleak look in the doctor's eyes told the
story.
Sue Ellen was dead.
The family, and all the searches, were devastated with
the tragic news.
Stella screamed while she cuddled the lifeless body of
her darling daughter to her chest.
Donald knelt beside his wife to try to console her while
they grieved for their loss.
Sue Ellen was laid to rest under the old oak tree at the
bottom of the flower garden.
Donald held his wife tightly to his side so she didn't
escape to reach for their daughter when the coffin was lowered into
the ground. Vicki, and Debbie, stood beside their parents to say
their final farewell to their little sister.
Stella never recovered from the loss of Sue Ellen.
Her once beautiful flower garden died from lack of
attention, and loving care. The beds were pulled out to let the
ground lay fallow, to return to grass and weeds. The only plants
Stella planted were tomato plant, which she kept in large planter on
the kitchen patio. Nothing else was planted to block her view on the
angel which rested at the head of Sue Ellen's grave.
Each year, the winter winds blew across the prairie,
Stella entered a world of make-believe. She watched Sue Ellen play
among the once beautiful flower beds to hide from her mother.
Even though another daughter, Libby, had been born into
the family a year later, Stella didn't let herself love her new
daughter the way she loved Sue Ellen. She was an interloper who took
the place of Sue Ellen. Stella cared for her family but her heart was
buried with Sue Ellen.
She blamed herself for the death of her daughter.
She should have kept a better watch over her.
“You can't see me, Mummy. I'm invisible,” echoed
through Stella's thoughts. She came back from her memories to find
Libby trying to hide behind the tomato bush.
“Get away from there your blaster nuisance.” Stella
didn't like anyone near her tomato bush. Especially, no Libby. She
had been conceived in a time of sorrow, not love. Libby would never
replace Sue Ellen.
Debbie and Vicki, also felt their mother had locked up
her heart the day Sue Ellen had died. She didn't talk too much to
them. The love, and fun, which their mother had shared with all the
family no longer existed.
Stella didn't even realise her fifteen year old daughter
Vicki wasn't well. She had tried to explain to her mother but she
didn't listen. She listened with one ear and forgot by the time the
news reached her brain. Vicki had to find help else where.
Each year, Stella picked the first of the tomatoes from
the plant. No one was allowed to eat them because she let the tomato
shrivel, collected the seed, placed them in a bottle, to be use for
the next year. The seeds were the descendants of the first plant Sue
Ellen had helped her mother plant the day she passed from this earth.
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